thank you for bringing new songs and words. thank you for being...you.

Essentially she was just one big, naive and honest child. Trying to make the best of the situations, see the best in people. She believed every letter, word and sentence. She was told not to, but she put her trust in those words. And when silence came she was telling herself it would soon be over. But  waves of disapointment came crashing on her beach. Again and again. Her biggest fears, death and people leaving, came with the waves, forcing her to face them. Then one night she turned cold.

He is asking her alot of questions using all these pretty words and elegant fraces ,but what he is trying to ask is who she blames ? If she would erase it? If she is happy?


Blaming other people never got her anywhere.She knows that . For a long time she wished she could erase it, but would that make her happier? Instead she chooses to take the good that came along, wrap it in the finest silk and place it gently in the corner of her heart. The bad she wishes to learn from. After she is done learning, she places it in a big wooden box, locks it up and throws it into the deepest and darkest ocean.

They tell her she seems happier now. They tell her that they have never seen her smile this much. They call her a happy child. She has never been called that, but she likes it. And she is, happier. Because now she knows that she does not need his hand to guide her to happiness. That it only grows in  her own garden, she just needs to step into it. The four letter word she needed wasn't necessarily love. But hope.

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Now all of this is a pretty little memory in her heart. It needed to happen and somehow it was right at that point. It was right for the girl she was then. And that silence has now been filled, with new songs, laughs and words. Maybe she found them herself, maybe they had been there all along or maybe someone new brought them into her life when she needed it the most.

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Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.

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jeg har så lyst til å se den filmen!

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yes, she is.

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lovely blog :-D cool

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